TOPIC: WHAT IF EVERYONE IN THE WORLD KNEW
WHAT YOU WERE THINKING?
Everyone in this World knows what I am
thinking at the very moment. Therefore, I should not think these now. However,
I cannot stop thinking about the desperate circumstances. While each person in
the street is listening -in other words reading- to me, unfortunately, I am not
able to read anyone’s mind.
The worst thing is, as I could not know
about other people’s ideas, I have a hard time communicating with those
strange, unfamiliar organisms. When I talk to someone, I cannot stop thinking
about “what are they thinking about me and my personality”. Each time I forget
that they can read or feel that idea in my mind, and everybody behaves
according to my thoughts. I feel like I am deceived.
Sometimes I feel as people around me form an
unsafe forest. I am terribly lonely as a flower which tries to live in a crowded
downtown. I am as desperate as a star which is far away from the other ones and
miserable as a book which is waiting to be read. I am frightened as a crying new-born
baby.
Due to this complicated condition, I am not
able to rely on anybody. I should learn how they can read my mind. Unless I
learn how to do this, I will not be able to survive in this dangerous, cursed, disastrous
and gruesome place. I live in a World which I do not belong to. I should be
living in a much more different dimension.
Suzan R. HOFSTEDE, 2021

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